Just because you are grown-up and never dated anyone doesn't mean you have to rush into dating someone you like.
You have liked men before, well boys when growing up because men were way older than you but, and maybe because you weren't looking for much of a relationship.
But there is someone you love now, his name is Genma shiranui. Maybe it could have been love at first sight, but you knew it was not at first we talked first, many times you talked especially on missions until you had got hurt that was.
Genma saved you but, my legs couldn't move again so you're inside this wheelchair. You move your chair to I'm at least you are near people you know.
Kakashi looked at you and you beamed at him and smiled. '' Need any help moving around'' you hear a voice''?
'' Genma'' you turn your head around and see him Genma slowly begins walking towards you; lowering his head he let's his nose touch your hair and-
'' I love you and I always have I want my first relationship to be with someone I lov